today was a moody day for me,all of a sudden i feel so weird deep down inside.i started my day going to school early.was sitting at the drainage at the dnt block,well if you see me ,i was like jus feeling down.. just duno why.. jasreen came and i walk with her to the place near my class i guess,sat there and went to the canteen to buy water. later on sitted behind and was hopping that i`m able to see you appear and you did but u look some sort of so in to your reading and i decided that well just stay where i am and sooo ya.. hahas later it rain and i we went back to class. mother tongue was the first lesson of the day and i was so into chinese,well its weird but i was concentrating(: next was history and my class takes humanities so i was like so excited because i get to like kinda know more about the past happenings and i was like so excited and i took down alot of notes. by the way we are learning more about adolf hitler(: yipee. next was maths test,the maths test was all going well for me until i stumbled upon the last queston i cant figure it out): felt dissapointed and this goes to show i`m not taking my work easily.* next was geography and i feel dat mrs ching had improve sudenly and her teaching is so dat interesting that i kept listening and she scolded me for the wrong paragraphing essays written for geography and i was not sad or anything and she scolded me bcos she care for me but she did praise me and jasreen that we are hardworking and always paying attention in class,she later on joke about saufi cos he feels that mrs ching keep looking at him and mrs ching was like laughing saying that she would rather be blind then have cateracts after seeing saufi and i was like laughing and she look happier now(:

recess i was like so drain down and didnt do much just eat ,walk to 3n1 and went back to class. and there again i saw you again..chemistry was okay and i sat with afiq because boon chun wanted to sit at my place so hahahas.. lastly it was english and i`m totally so tired i almost close my eyes....

if you were to come about with it too, hope things are the same too..

today was really a great day for me! i had alot of fun and was really happy[:

omg, i`m smiling now.. hehehes,its like dreams are meant to happen,but i do not want to put it that in such a way that i would bluff myself.

things really really had me going and i was in class with my new sitting arrangement, oh well blame me for being named as `fernie and i had to sit at the window..

at first it was quite uncomfortable but i have to adapt right?if my friends can i should be able to do it too! is just that im used to looking out of the door,my

mind would be wandering me off to thoughts that are beautiful. and i`m use to be sitting in the middle of afiq and jasreen.. :`(

guess what? i caught up with my old friend davin(:

well did some catching up and he called me skeleton..

the reason wmy davin called me skeleton because he says i`m thin and i`m like always eating???hahahas everyone use to find davin cute,but i tink so too.. *its not a joke,i`m serious (:

well lots of thoughts and feelings almost made me numb

from the surroundings,as if i`m fadding every minute not able to be seen.

being the old me during the time in 2n1,really brought back the old days, chatting happily with my classmates after going to express i started to lose all the feelings i once had. i guess i still nid time to fit in to the environment but i actually came across an opinion of criticise. i really envy people in express because they are able to laugh and study well but just feeling down for the past few days abt this. well i wanted to see and u appeared infront of my sight. will i still able to see,it would depend on whether things are meant to be. but... i dont wish to be thinking of the impossible..... but what are wishes and dreams for?

well i have maths test tomorrow, so i had to turn in for the night.

i pray and hope that fate would lead everything in my life as arrangement of going through hardships and having happiness.this only happens when i`m in express.

,crossing each other path.

goodnight then, nights.

hehehes ryo & jasreen..

ryo wanted me to take picture of him and jasreen (:

i took it when afiq is busy commenting his art piece and was like asking me,nelia and meijing for suggestion whether his flower is looking good and all..

being childish and wanting to get back at him..i place the elmo beside him making him feel weird, and he turn to look at my direction and ahhah* i took him with elmo..

arggggggg..... he kept saying my hairstyle looks like his.. tsk... stupid afiq, always like to make fun of me :(

yay!!!!yipppeeee... dose`nt it look like elmo?

:] cute right? hahas afiq was like painting his flower during art lesson and i was like soooo soooo random out of a suddun and i came across afiq palette and was tinking... *hey dosent it look like elmo face then i started adding the nose and the eyes.. and.... waaa lah.. elmo is created. hahahas